spent.......

I have no joyful tears left i have expended so many in the past 24 hours.

First-my family gathering.  The waterworks were held in check (barely) throughout most of the day.  I love my family.  Just being in their presence is love defined.  Accepted and loved despite myself.  I told my cousin Molly "I'm not going to say goodbye, I'm just going to say that I have to run out to the truck." OK she says but then when the time came and I said "Hey Mol, I'm just running out to the truck" she grabbed hold of me and we both let it go....and that was just the first cousin.  20 relatives or so later Jim said "I should just build an ark-we'd get home faster there is so much water around here!"  Later he said "I just sat there watching you all.  It was a good thing."

Second-stopped briefly at my 30 year class reunion.  Hugs and laughter-no tears.  :)

Lastly-a most blessed, holy, joyful day for my church family.  Pastor Rolf was ordained and installed while 200+ watched.  Simply beautiful and moving.  Many, many joyful tears.  Looking so forward to ministry with he and Cheryl.

And now-off to my 2 week retirement to rest and reflect and recharge.

Help me not just to serve you Lord, but to serve you well and let the love in my heart pour out into ministry.  Amen.  Amen.  Amen.