Missing...

So my lovely daughter found out that she has the lead in the school play which is really quite awesome    and what I really wanted to do more than anything was pick up the phone and call my momma to tell her.  But I couldn't.  And it is times like this that I have to say that I really miss my mom.  I don't dwell on it.  I'm not the kind of person who is stuck on the "why me's" of life, and I didn't "why me" today either....I just wished I could call her and tell her  cause she would be so incredibly proud of her and she would say such wonderful things to her and call her sweetie pudgin' and love her up so much and I'm sorry she is missing out on that.  The upside is that I called my super wonderful mother in law who is 2nd only to my momma and I called my Mungie momma and they both were super excited and incredibly proud of her and they will say wonderful things to her and they will love her up so she is a pretty lucky gal in the end.  But I guess I will have to call her sweetie pudgin'.   Miss you mom.